2023-08-16

6eez, louise

26 this year. going through mountains of recollection, mistakes, ideas, skin and shell to find that bucket-list i had unintentionally buried deep. if i tried to piece the list together just how i'd wanted it at 16, honestly im not sure how much i'd align with it. i have evolved big time as a person but i know for a fact a lot of my concern would be straightened if i go back to my core. to know if i still find joy in yesteryear things, i need to first do the thing. 

see the world

-backpack around the globe on bicycle/train

-stay in hostels, meet other backpackers

-journal the journey via photos/writings

sky diving

scuba diving

run a marathon

get a job on an island

dreadlocks

learn and ride a superbike

master skateboarding

be a guitarist in a band

better football player

climb a mountain

experience shibari suspension


basically just anything that fuels the adrenaline and gives a whole lotta feel good i can do anything hormones. i miss being active and unshakeable. living with such courage and passion and always moving. one of my senses got overstimulated, but here i am trying to balance it again.