a lot of things seem petty when u've crossed almost all of the items on the confirm-masuk-neraka list. dull and boring and uninteresting. being good and the silence that echoes around it is so deafening that you either want to burst out into flames or slowly melt into the ground..
im really starting to lose motivation. i need to get on my shit pronto or i'll be here for another year.
or just cancel it all together eh?