If you want to hold me, I’ll want you more
Than anyone ever wanted anyone before
If you want to hold me, I’ll hold you back
If you want to hold me, hold me down
I'll need a little room to sway
You hold me anyway
All my life
Well I can’t take you on my own
I always hoped
I always hoped it would be, be easy
Half of what you are and half of me so
Hold me closer but now where do I go to find you?
Now where do I go to find you?
Now where do I go to find you, now?
I see your faceless stars
Shine in my dream tonight
I see your loving eyes
And it is starting to all make sense
I am a lion
A tiger sleeping under my skin
A tiger sleeping under your skin
Not afraid to fight
I see your faceless stars
Shine in my dream tonight
I see your loving eyes
We will watch a little sunrise
mis.guided
if actions speak louder than words, i'm the most deafening noise you've heard. i'll be that ringing in your ear - that will stick around for years
2024-06-04
2024-05-13
update on mechanical conception circa 14022023
history only repeats itself. this time around i had a fleeting desire to realize it into reality but rationality roped me back in.
this time around it came from a place of love and i had support around me. but it ended tragically between the lovers.
the day i lost half of my heart is the same day i lost the other half.
[mechanical conception]
no light is shining here
i cant even pinpoint where to begin. maybe the part where my heart always feels heavy, my mind racing, my body tired and my spirit trapped.
a muddied up, low vibrational azimah.
when wisdom is hard to follow where there is so much doubt, fear, worry, anger, self-deprecation, blocks; recognizing but still doing the opposite anyway. having no self respect masked as being super confident. always too much guilt and regret right after; over ruminations, non acceptance, little faith.
the worst part is, i think, not being able to figure out the root of all these negativities, or the difficulty of it. or knowing but not having the courage to admit the cause. or confusing all the different causes as to which one is the ultimatum of which.
i dont even want to talk about what i used to be, how i'd used to deal with this. the wisdom i had/have is ever evolving, that i know. but the inability to stay wise with a better reaction to things is what i suffer.
so easy to break nowadays.
all the transitions, the losses, fast resolutions.
-after lunch and a cup of coffee-
why am i letting this bother me so much? why do i give this much power? after two videos on letting go, all i can say it: fuck all that. then everything is fucked away and all i feel is peace.
2023-09-06
everything is energy
I didn’t arrive at my understanding of the fundamental laws of the universe through my rational mind.
The intellect has little to do on the road to discovery. There comes a leap in consciousness, call it intuition or what you will, the solution comes to you and you don’t know how or why.
A human being experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.
Our separation from each other is an optical illusion.
When something vibrates, the electrons of the entire universe resonate with it. Everything is connected. The greatest tragedy of human existence is the illusion of separateness.
We are souls dressed up in sacred biochemical garments and our bodies are the instruments through which our souls play their music.
When you examine the lives of the most influential people who have ever walked among us, you discover one thread that winds through them all. They have been aligned first with their spiritual nature and only then with their physical selves.
The true value of a human being can be found in the degree to which he has attained liberation from the self.
The common idea that I am an atheist is based on a big mistake. Anyone who interprets my scientific theories this way, did not understand them.
Everything is determined for the insect, as well as for the star. Human beings, vegetables, or cosmic dust, we all dance to a mysterious tune, intoned in the distance by an invisible piper.
The religion of the future will be a cosmic religion. It will transcend a personal God and avoid dogma and theology.
Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another.
Everything is energy and that is all there is to it. Match the frequency of the reality you want and you can not help but get that reality. It can be no other way. This is not philosophy. This is physics.
I am happy because I want nothing from anyone. I do not care about money. Decorations, titles or distinctions mean nothing to me. I do not crave praise. I claim credit for nothing. A happy man is too satisfied with the present to dwell too much on the future.
-Albert Einstein
Concerning matter, we’ve been all wrong. What we have called matter is energy, whose vibration has been so lowered as to be perceptible to the senses. Matter is spirit reduced to a point of visibility. There is no matter.
Time and space are not conditions in which we live, but modes by which we think. Physical concepts are free creations of the human mind, and are not, however it may seem, determined by the external world.
Time does not exist – we invented it. Time is what the clock says. The distinction between the past, present and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion.
I think 99 times and find nothing. I stop thinking, swim in silence, and the truth comes to me.
Time and space are not conditions in which we live, but modes by which we think. Physical concepts are free creations of the human mind, and are not, however it may seem, determined by the external world.
Time does not exist – we invented it. Time is what the clock says. The distinction between the past, present and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion.
I think 99 times and find nothing. I stop thinking, swim in silence, and the truth comes to me.
The intellect has little to do on the road to discovery. There comes a leap in consciousness, call it intuition or what you will, the solution comes to you and you don’t know how or why.
A human being experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.
Our separation from each other is an optical illusion.
When something vibrates, the electrons of the entire universe resonate with it. Everything is connected. The greatest tragedy of human existence is the illusion of separateness.
We are souls dressed up in sacred biochemical garments and our bodies are the instruments through which our souls play their music.
When you examine the lives of the most influential people who have ever walked among us, you discover one thread that winds through them all. They have been aligned first with their spiritual nature and only then with their physical selves.
The true value of a human being can be found in the degree to which he has attained liberation from the self.
The ancients knew something, which we seem to have forgotten.
The more I learn of physics, the more I am drawn to metaphysics.
One thing I have learned in a long life: that all our science, measured against reality, is primitive and childlike. We still do not know one thousandth of one percent of what nature has revealed to us. It is entirely possible that behind the perception of our senses, worlds are hidden of which we are unaware.”
I’m not an atheist. The problem involved is too vast for our limited minds. We are in the position of a little child entering a huge library filled with books in many languages. The child knows someone must have written those books.
The more I learn of physics, the more I am drawn to metaphysics.
One thing I have learned in a long life: that all our science, measured against reality, is primitive and childlike. We still do not know one thousandth of one percent of what nature has revealed to us. It is entirely possible that behind the perception of our senses, worlds are hidden of which we are unaware.”
I’m not an atheist. The problem involved is too vast for our limited minds. We are in the position of a little child entering a huge library filled with books in many languages. The child knows someone must have written those books.
The common idea that I am an atheist is based on a big mistake. Anyone who interprets my scientific theories this way, did not understand them.
Everything is determined for the insect, as well as for the star. Human beings, vegetables, or cosmic dust, we all dance to a mysterious tune, intoned in the distance by an invisible piper.
The religion of the future will be a cosmic religion. It will transcend a personal God and avoid dogma and theology.
Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another.
Everything is energy and that is all there is to it. Match the frequency of the reality you want and you can not help but get that reality. It can be no other way. This is not philosophy. This is physics.
I am happy because I want nothing from anyone. I do not care about money. Decorations, titles or distinctions mean nothing to me. I do not crave praise. I claim credit for nothing. A happy man is too satisfied with the present to dwell too much on the future.
-Albert Einstein
2023-08-30
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